Assalamualaikum,jawab laa kalau nak dapat pahala.

Tahun ni adalah tahun yang sangat mencabar. Mungkin sebab wany baru nak membesar dan baru nak kenal dunia kot. Tp,Tuhan saja  tahu betapa kuatnya wany nak tempuhi ni semua. Kadang tu nak give up saja.
Lepas satu selesai,satu lagi yang datang. Kadang tu wany sampai fikir whats the point of living asyik ditimpa bala macam ni. I know Allah tgah uji wany.

You see, I have the fear of being alone. Kat rumah i'm not a talking person. I rarely bersuara kat rumah with my family,kat skolah my teacher said i'm the loudest person in the class but with him i'm being myself. Now, he left. He left me,for the sake of his future katanya. Im soo sad. We have been together for three years. It feels like growing up together. Ya Allah, I want him back :(

Dia tu macam my strength. I'm a very weak person dia tu macam my vitamin yg mencerdaskan wany. Why do he have to leave? Its fine for me if we have long distance relationship. Haihh.

Now, he's back. But, he's not the same anymore. But, I still thankful. Adlise he didnt leave me terus.

I'm soo heartbroken~

Assalamualaikum, jawab laa nak kalau nak dapat pahal

Holla,Hai,Hello :)

Soo, today's story is about me getting into form 6. OMG! Yaa, I know, susah and what so ever. Well, I need to use my brain. I need to active my brain. My brain is resting for too long now. Its time to get back to work.
So, I was chosen to go to Methodist Boys School. Maybe because im from Methodist Girls School. Soo, a brief talk about that school. Its BIG! I mean theres alot of building. They even got thier own muzium-,- . You could get lost there. HAHA.

Well, I choose form 6 rather than going to college is because:
1. Its the money problem
2.Waiting for IPTA result
3. Bored sitting at home
4. Need saving. HAHA
5. My wishlist to be in sekolah campur achieve!

Well, wany tak aim on STPM. If I got any tawaran from IPTA I'm sure I'll grab it. But if I'm comfortable in that school and feel like that subject that I take is senang or boleh tahan I think I'll stay.

But there's also problem taking form 6 :
1. They have kokorikulum (im sure all student hate it)
2. They have sports day
3. They have extra meetings
4. Wearing school uniform
5. Waking up early to school
6. Going home by bus while waiting my JPJ test settled!
7. Boys flirting (because im a shy and penakut kind of girl)
8. Going back home late

Well, ITS LIKE NORMAL SCHOOL!

I thought hari ni is just a day where you come and sign in to school,give documents,listen too instruction or etc. and going home as early as it can and not coming back tomorrow because class start on the next month.

                                                    but, NOOOOOO!!!!

 You come to school with SCHOOL UNIFORM,SCHOOL SHOES,NOT COLOURED HAIR,CERAMAH ALL WEEK!

                                            

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                   But, i'll try to fit in.  Okey? Wish me luck! Chao! Assalamualaikum. Jawaab la klau nak dapat pahala:)

Assalamualaikum,jawab dapat pahala  :)

So, its been quite awhile since i updated the last blog which is about my dad. I hope my dad doesn't find out. Tah ape plak dia nak sindir nanti. Anyway its been a tough months. Especially bila result dah kluar ni so kena fikir about next level pulak. Aiyoo, selagi keputusan upu tak kluar selagi tu la my parents wont stop talking about the same thing. IDKY! sape yg nak sambung blajar. Its like them yg nak sambung blajar.Haha
Soo, i just got back from dinner. Selalunya wany kalau pergi kedai tu wany mesti order chicken grill with blackpaper sauce which is they will serve us 3 paha ayam and with the sideorders. But today kindda kenyang soo wany pilih something yg very simple saja iaitu fish falet
with butter lemon sauce.


While tengah makan tu ada seekor kucing ni dok keliling meja kami. Tapi dok nampak macam dia dok aim dekat wany. Wany actually love kucing but everytime bila kucing lalu bawah kaki ka or nak pegang kucing ka wany jadi takut. IDKY! Maybe sebab wany geli kot. Hahaha. This kucing he jongak kepala dia and look at me , seriously dia buat muka sebijik macam puss in boots tu. Hahahaha. Wany dah takut dah time tu sbab dok rasa macam dia nak lompat atas my lap. Owner kedai tu pun datang nak ambil kucing tu but my dad say never mind. I thought kucing tu nak makan soo wany pun letak laa makanan sikit kat bawah dia taknak. Its like dia nak dibelai. Hahaha. Sooo cute. Manja rupanyaa. But scary,he keep looking at me and do the puss in boots thing. Hahaha.


Anyway restaurant tu is a bit mahal laa makanan dia like what I eat just now is 10 ringgit something soo kalau setakat 2 kepala wany mampu la nak bayar. Ni my dad got 6 kepala including him to pay soo dia kena around 90 something laa. Its worth the price laa. The food is  good,the place is calm although dia bukan macam tempat restaurant mahal2 tu tempat makan dia bawah pandir jaa. Kalau korang nak try makan pergila dekat area Tanjung Pinang depan island plaza area rumah panjang PENANG. Sedapp. I give them 5/5 star.



Sooo, i think its a wrap. Next week maybe im gonna sambung form 6 dekat sekolah Methodist Boy School. Omg, BOYS. Wish me luck yaa. Till we meet again on the next blog. Bye. Assalamualaikum ,Jawab dapat pahala :)

Assalamualaikum,diharap semua dalam keadaan yg sihat. Hahaha. Klisheynyaa. Anyway sejak zaman sekolah dah berakhir ni boring sangat dduk dekat rumah. Yelaa,kerja tak boleh nak keluar bercuti dngan kengkawan pun tk boleh lagi. My dad say that i'm still young. Common lah abah dah 18 kot. Then he says he knows best and one day i'll be thankfull to him. Erghh,typicall dad!

But,I was lucky to have a dad that is sooo over protective like him. Tambah tambah i'm the eldest daughter. Sometimes he do make me hate him maybe sebab my dad is a man yang suka marah even my friends especially my guy friends rasa takut bila tengok muka my dad.But no one knows my dad ni is actually a funny guy. He likes to make joke, and dia suka sangat sindir orang. There's one day after SPM my dad suruh g beli seluar jeans baru because I jadi gemuk masa SPM , maybe stress kot soo my jeans dah ketat. And my dad dia tak suka her daughters pakai skinny jeans. He said bila pakai skinny jeans ni sama ja macam tak pakai seluar, dedahkan aurat. So, I bought straight cut jeans. Masa dekat dalam fitting room my mom dok p balik p balik kluar masuk fiiting room tu sebab tak muat. At that time my dad sindir I and say that i'm going to be fat and takkan kurus balik. At that moment I cry. Hahahaha. Sakit hati kot. Bukan nak bagi suggestion mcam mana nak kurus ke apa ke. But, instead of that he peli me. Ergh.

My dad is also a guy yang pentingkan soal agama. Solat lima waktu is a serious matter to him. Even though we travel  outstation alot but solat is a MUST! There's one day dekat Hong Kong Disneyland takde surau but dah niat nak buat solat jamak terakhir, my dad pakse kitaorang solat dekat food court situ. There's one place dekat hujung food court tu kosong soo my dad just bbuh sejadah and ambil wudhu dkat toilet and solat dkat situ. At first I am a little bit malu,but after selesai solat tu there's alot of muslim solat dekat situ after they saw us did. Then I feel proud.

Here are something that I've found out :


Bukan sahaja saraan malah seorang bapa bertanggungjawab memberikan didikan, bimbingan, kasih sayang dan perhatian yang tidak berbelah bahagi kepada anak.
Rasulullah mengajar agar anak-anak dibentuk sikap dan akhlaknya melalui empat peringkat usia:
1. Umur bawah enam tahun: Dibentuk melalui bermain, bermanja dan bergurau.
2. Umur tujuh hingga 14 tahun: Dibentuk secara mengajar dan mendisiplin.
3. Umur 15 hingga 21 tahun: Mendidik melalui berkawan.
4. Umur melebihi 21 tahun: Diberikan kebebasan bertindak sementara ibu bapa sebagai penasihat.
Saranan Rasulullah ini ditujukan kepada kedua-dua ibu dan bapa. Malah, para ulama menetapkan tanggungjawab mendidik anak-anak lebih perlu dimainkan oleh seorang bapa.
Firman Allah yang bermaksud: “Dan perintahkanlah keluargamu (serta umatmu) mengerjakan solat dan engkau hendaklah bersabar menunaikannya. Kami tidak pernah meminta rezeki kepadamu, (bahkan) Kamilah yang memberi rezeki kepadamu. Dan (ingatlah) kesudahan yang baik hanya bagi orang-orang yang bertakwa.” - Surah Toha: 132.

 

I get it from here

 

Soo, korang yg ada bapa,abi,abah,papa, masing masing pnya gelaran, sayangilah diaorang sementara diaorang masih ada. Dengar cakap. Jadi anak yg soleh/solehah. Kepada yg dah tiada ayah tu selalu sedekahkan al-fatihah buat amal yg baik dan yang paling penting jaga nama baik diaorang. Insyaallah.

Kita jumpa lagi di post yg seterusnya. Assalamualaikum, jawablah untuk dapat pahala :)

 

 

Assalamualaikum .
Have you ever feel very guilt before? 2 years before, wany ada bestfriend bestfriend yang tak pernah hampakan wany and tak pernah backstab wany. But, with my silly mistake,wany gaduh dgn diaorang and transfer to a new school and find a new friends. I found a friend. I trust her so much and swear not to do the same mistake. I tell her almost everything. I stand up for her. But, when kami dah tak sama kelas,she started to change. She found a new friend. Well, I think they are bestfriend now. Yela, everywhere together. Balik skolah pun together. So, at first bestfriend mana yg tak jeles kan. So, I diam.

One day bestfriend dia tu excident and takdapat nak datang sekolah. And during the period masa bestfriend dia tu tak datang, dia selalu dduk dgn wany and tell alot of things and we act like normal again. But apparently sebaik saja the first day kawan baik dia tu dtg sekolah muka wany pun dia dah taknak pandang. And from that moment I found out yg dia tu dah tak worth it. Dia rapat dgn wany pun because Im totally sure dia nak korek rahsia and make it bad dekat bestfriend baru dia tu. So, wany amek tindakan untuk tidak berkawan dgn orang yg mcm tu.

Then after sebulan kisah ni berlalu, my bestfriend from my ex school yg wany gaduh sampai tukar sekolah and everything tu text me and say how much she miss me. At that point, wany rasa bersalah sgt sebab pernah bergaduh dgn diaorang. Actually gaduh pun sebab taknak dia ke jalan yg salah. Ada lah misunderstanding sikit membuatkan kami bergaduh. Now, walaupun dah berbaik balik everytime when we jumpa balik. Everything is different. I feel like im an outsiders dari diaorg. I dont know a thing about what they are talking about and I feel like a stranger.

From now on, I make a promise to not to do that again and to be very carefull bila nak cari teman. Now, my only bestfriend is my only boyfriend. I hope he didn't leave me too.

What do you do when the person that you trust and love betrayed you? Should you forgive them or should you just leave?

Assalamualikum  :)

Lamanya tak post. Dulu,susah sgt nak update kat blog ni. Now,SPM DAH HABIS !!! soooo,insyaallah wany akan mula aktifkan diri dalam blog ni. I like to like diaries actually,I started wrote it since I was 12. But sometimes I just like to share and maybe boleh jd inspiration kpd some readers. [entah ada org baca ke tak pun tk tahu laa] *sedih* . But, if there is someone who read jgn ketawa eyk. Cause i'm like talking to myself here.

Okey back to the story wany. Haihhh,SPM dah habis seminggu yg lepas. Why I still use the *haihhh...* word. I should be enjoying. Now,I need to sedar yg I ni dah besar. Need to be indipendent dah. Ni,nak g ambil lesen kereta pun takut lagi. How am I suppose to go further studies nanti. OMG!

Lepas SPM ni mcam mcam masalh timbul. Semuanya psal individu yg mahu mncari kesalahan dan kelemahan wany. Wany ni terlalu lembut untuk fight back. Make me feel soo stupid kot. Macam senang ja semua orang pijak kepala wany. Mcm mna nak jd pemimpin ni?

Sometimes apa yang kita nak turn out into apa yg kita taknak. I belive in love-hate story I think. I think its kindda happen to me :)

You see, I met this guy. The weird thing is, bila kali pertama kami jumpa saat mata kami memandang each other theres something macam electromagnet yg kami dapat rasa. You know,rasa macam eh, I met this guy and keep thinking dekat mana ? The question still menjadi tanda tanya antara kami berdua.

Luckily he's kindda friendly guy. He is a friendly guy especially to women. For a women like me memang susah nak tackel and I sendiri don't know why? But he, mcm petik jari ja dah boleh tackle me. But, unfortunately at first I kindda tak suka dengan perangai dia maybe. You know,kindda naughty, suka ejek org especially menyakitkan hati aku is llike pro to him.

One day, I lawan balik bila dia buat perangai and I think because of it I  slowly loosing him. 

Typical Malaysian Student

Assalamualaikum,and salam satu Malaysia to all the people out there. Today  I would like to express about what I feel when my history teacher is teaching.  As a student, we need a teacher who can educate us in the right way. Not all students in the class has a clever mind and thoughts. Some are less intelligent, who could not continue to exist, and there are dodgy. As a teacher, they must know how to teach in the classroom so that all students in the classroom would understand what they are delivering. As my history teacher, everytime when she enter our classrooms what she will do is to ask us to open the books and she will start to read it and when she found out that, that is an important point,she will ask us to highlight it. For me, if the teacher teach me this way, I can read it by myself. Because all she do is reading it back from the textbook. I mean, she must be teaching history like for many years. I think,she must have memorized everything in the text book. Why is she still using the textbook anyway? Seriously, I literrally could not understand any of the chapters in form 5. This should not happen because SPM is like 1 more months to go from now. How must I cope everything within this period of time? 

I wanted a teacher who could just enter our class and act like we're friends. By this way I think student will be more interacting with the teacher. And she doesn't need to open the textbook to teach  history. All she need to do is sit by the front table and started to tell us story regarding to the history,she can maybe make jokes with it so that everytime when a student doing thier test they can remember the jokes. I know that history we need to know alot of keywords and the keywords is not just a word,they have alot of it.Literally every chapter. So,the teacher must be creative enough to find out the alternative ways to remember it? In history,they have alot of  leader. Some of them are betrayer,some of them are hero and etc. The teachers must know how to tackle the students mind so that they can imagine it and at the same time remember what the leader had done. Then,when she finishes one of the chapters she could do quiz,or acting or maybe scarvenger hunt regarding to history. Come on teachers? You should know what to do.

To my history teacher,i'm sorry if you find out this site and make you feel bad. But, I was right in this. Literally all the students in the class thought the same thing. Its just that for you to know or maybe change your teaching skills next year. Btw,  I still appriciate everything that you thought is all the years. This is one of the videos I fond out in Youtube that a bit much what I'm trying to deliver. Btw, keep in touch :)

Click here to watch the video  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bBi1o4x2lqI

Hello there people,here I am again. I'm reading this novel called Between the Lines by Jodi Picoult. I quite love it ;) Here's the synopsis..

WHAT HAPPEN WHEN HAPPILY EVER AFTER.... ISN'T?

Delilah hates school as much as she loves books.In fact,there's one book in particular she can't get enough of. If anyone knew how many times she has read and reread the sweet little fairy tale she found in the library,especially the popular kids,she,d be sent to social Siberia...forever.

To Delilah,though this fairy tale is more than just words on the page.Sure,there's a handsome (well,okey,hot) prince,and a castle,and an evil villian,but it feels as if there's something deeper going on.And one day Delilah finds out there is. Turns out,this Prince Charming is real,and a certain fifteen-year-old loner has caught  his eye.But they're from two different worlds,and how can it ever possible work?

Together with her daughter,Samantha van Leer #1 New York Times bestelling author Jodi Picoult has written a classic fairy tale with a uniquely modern twist.Readers will be swept away by this story of a girl who crosses the border between reality and fantasy in a perilous search for her own happy ending.

~

Seriously? Siapa sangka bila baca buku,character character yang kat dalam buku tu semua hidup. Especially hot prince charming tu. Bertuah okey. So,better grab this from the bookstore, Popular for only RM 37.90.

I wonder ada lagi tak buku ni.  Happy reading.

 

Ehem - ehem. Hello there creepy cute little strangers. Dah lama sangat wany tk update blog ni kan. Ha,dah berabuk dah. Sorry lah awak,dekat luar tu banyak lagi kerja wany nak kena buat. Cehhh..
Anyway lets talk about something.

Sebelumtu wany nak ucapkan Happy Holiday to all student student sekolah. Cuti 2 minggu kan. Haha. Minggu cuti sekolah ni buatlah aktiviti yang berfaedah nohh. Jangan asyik melepak,goyang kaki ja dekat rumah tu. Keluarla beriadah dengan famili or teman teman. Cehh,jangan asyik klua tgok wayang ja :P

Cuti ni banyak aktiviti yang wany terlibat. Eh,tak. Satu ja actually. Hahahaha. Wany mengadiri suatu kem ni dipanggil 'Kem Smart' dianjurkan oleh tempat kerja abah wany iaitu Penang Port Sdn Bhd dekat Balik Pulau Pulau Pinang. Kem ni berlangsung selama 3 hari 2 malam. Sooo, wany bermalam lah disana. Tempat yang kami menginap tu memang wany pun tk tahu tempat tu wujud. Duduk ja Penang. Hahaha. Memang jauh di pedalaman. Lepas dari tempat PLKN.

Mula ingat kem tu dekat PLKN la. Kalau kat situ memang dah tahu nak kena demah macam mna nanti. Hahaha. Nasib baik bukan. Tempat tu lagi dalam. Mula ingat dah nak sesat sebab kiri kanan dah hutan. So,tak sangka pulak ada tempat tu dekat situ. Cantik jgak tempat tu. Besar. Hahaha. Bila wany sampai semua budak dah sampai kira wany dgn adk wany lah yg lambat.

Bila dduk situ cikgu yang bertugas kat situ tak bagi bawak handphone sepanjang kem tu. Diaorang suruh bagi fon dekat kakak kakak and abang abang fecee yang ada dekat situ. Wany ingat tak nak bg but mama mintak sruh bg kat dia plak. Hadoihhh. Seriously, bila fon tkde rasa mcm hilang one part of our body. Hahaha. For 3 days plak tu.

Syukurlah bilik penginapan tu tak teruk.Toilet kat situ pun bersih tapi mcam biasalah takdak heater. And syukur jgak semua roommate tak banyak songeh and tak buat perangai. Lagi plak wany yg senior dalam bilik tu. So,hari pertama memang tak boleh tidur. Yelakan. Bukan tempat kite.

Dekat kem ni kalau orang luar ada baru diaorang tahu mcam mna accent org Penang Kedah . Even wany pun tak cakap sepiau macam tu. Memang mendalam lah accent diaorang. But,Kedah mia lagi dalam la. Dekat situ dalam 2 3 orang ja datang dari Pulau. Lain semua kot belah seberang. Tu yang diaorg cakap piau habis.Banyak info info for SPM yg wany dapat. Syukur Alhamdulillah.But,for kelas yg wany minat je lah. Kelas yang wany tk minat tu. Fuhhhhhhhh,mengantok tahap gaban nak habaq mai. Menagantok sgt. Nak tido nnti cikgu nmpak. Tunduk jelah tutup mata. Hahaha. Buat malu ja. Dahla air mineral pun tk bekalkan. Kedekut.

Makanan kat situ bolehla tahan. Tak mcam kem yg dekat Pendang hari tu. Bagi makan macam bagi makan orang sakit ja. Air macam air sungai ja diaorg kutip. Bukan nak judge but commonlaa sapa nak makan kalau rasa macam tu. Right? Makanan dekat sni smua boleh tahan la. But lunch dia mmg mengenyangkan laa. Sedpa pun sedap. Satu ja wany tak suka is, game yg ada dekat situ. Boring gila. Tak attractive langsung. Bagi la yg lasak2 mia skit. Yg menguji minda skit. Ni,mcm kekanakkan ja. SOdehh!

Lepas tiga hari dekat kem tu, wany g Langkawi pulak with family. Ingat nak pergi dengan family wany ja. Tengok tengok makcik pakcik smua ikut. Soo,mmg tk dpat nak luangkan masa dengan famili sndri laa. Klau dah dapat sepupu sepapat ni. Langkawi memang dah banyak berubah. Mybe sebab wany dah lama sangat kot tak p. Goshh,connection dekat Langkawi terrible. Jenuh nak kena cari tempat yg ada line. Mybe wany dduk dekat pedalaman kot. Memang payah nak cari line. Even lampu dekat jalan raya tu pun rosak banyak.
Seriau gila kalau drive tengah malam. Especially yg tunggang motosikal. Please la drve smartly.

Biaselah dekat Langkawi yang kita bwak balik rumah is pinggan mangkuk and cokelat. Tu memang penting la nohh. Wany banyak spend time swimming dekat tempat yg wany menginap. Yelah,lepas ni dah nak trial. Time ni jelah nak releks habisan.

Balik Penang keluar tengok wayang dengan teman. Fast 6. Ingat nak tengok After Earth. But,time lambat sangat. Gamba Fast 6 ni bukan yg wany minat sangat. Teman wany sukalah. Kereta kereta bagai. Wany tengok jelah. Hahahaha

Lepas ni dah nak trial. Tak tahu la bila lagi nak update blog lagi. Insyaallah wany try to keep in touch ya,
Sorrylah kalau crita ni menyakitkan mana2 pihak nahh. Tidak ada kena mengena pun.

Assalamualaikumm tk jawab dosa jawab sayang ~

To the person that own my heart.

My morning starts to shine with teardrops in my eyes. And here i am alone starting to realize. That my days would be brighter,if i could learn to hide. The feelings that i have for you keep hurting me inside. Then myday begins with simple thoughts of you. Hoping that tomorrow would be me & you.. Sharing dreams with each other. And making them come true. Holding one another,saying all i need is you!

But will you say that you love me? And show me that you care? Say when i need you,you will always be there. But if you go and leave me. This i swear is true,my love will always be with you.

Now my nights would end that just one wish that's you! Too hold me in the dark,help me make it through. Cause the pain that's inside me,would simply melt away. If i had you here with me and promise me you'll stay.

But will you say that you love me? And show me that you care? I need you! You must always be there. But if you go and leave me this i swear its true ---> MY LOVE WILL ALWAYS BE WITH YOU!

Life

Hello there strangers. Welcome to my site. You're allowed to read my side and I hope you've got some inspiration by it. But,remember saying shit things about my site is not allowed. Hehe.

There's alot of things that i have been through my life. There's trouble happen everywhere. Happiness comes along just only like for a second. Then,back to the trouble again. Like im 16 years old. And they act like i'm 6 years old. Ouh,you cannot do that!Ouh,you cannot eat that!Ouh,you cannot wear that!Ouh,you cannot friend with them!Ou,you cannot go out with your friends!Ouh,you cannot friends with guy like that type! Just,when will they STOP?

Look,i know they wanted me to stay out of trouble and wanted people to say that they care about their child. But,isn't it fake? maybe they thought that its okey. Its just not the time yet. But do they know what the child's feel? Yeah,maybe you always take them out to the mall on the weekend but is your child happy about that? You can just buy what they want and thats make you think that they are happy? They didnt need anything other than memories. Good memories. You know what i meant?

I never felt FREEDOM FOREVER before. I just felt FREEDOM FOR THE DAY sometimes. I don't know if there some one else pernah experience this. But,its been 16 years i've been waiting.

But,i never complain anything to my parents.I know that they know the best. So,its part of my life now. I never bother waiting actually. But sometimes you just need someone to know right?

1 more years!

Assalamualaikumss people! Looking great ha today? (like i can see you through the screen -,-) Anyway,have a wonderful time reading my blogs :)

1 more years for what? Ah, i feel like i'm still day dreams! I have 1 more years lagi to wake up in the morning wearing uniform,take school bus to go to school! Rasa macam i just baru masuk form 1 last year. After next year im going to catch my dreams. Being fashion designer like i always wanted. Being famous with my design just like in my dreams. Being rich!. Go to an amazing trip with my parents! working! enjoy my time with my friends! and finally finding someone who's meant to be with ME!

Ah,thats tough! If you don't know me and trying to know me it will be hard forr you MAN!
I'm looking for a man, not a boy. They need to have alot of patience controlling my attitude. Because some time I can be UNMATURED (hahaha,buat malu ja) But,the best part of me is,i'm a shy type and i'm very caring (wahh,puji diri sendri :P) And loyalty is me. HAHA. Dah-dah. Sekarang is not the time for you to mengorat me because i'm seeing someone <--- :) . Nah,he just my type and im hoping he's the one.
AMIN~

I wonder why some people tak percaya yang long term relationship tak boleh tahan lama. For me,if you love that person (dengan ikhlas!) and you care them much, theres nothing to loose right? Maybe it's your luck dapat kenal your jodoh awal. ALHAMDULILLAH la. You know what? Im aiming for that. I want those type of long term relationship. Terpulang pada individu lah kan. Getting to marry the person that you know in those long term? It's good right? But there is also negative part in it. Sometimes people get boring too. Its mostly related to guys. They get bored and thats why they end it up. Hahh! Whatever! Kalau dah jodoh tak lari kemana (he said once to me)


I trust ALLAH. He knows the best for me! May the best men win!

Do what you need to do.

Dearly beloved readers. Thank you very much for spending time here in my blog. Hope you have the inspiration. So lets continue about the topic.

Some people need someone else to help them to choose things about their own life. Because they was afraid of making decision. They was afraid that the decision that they choose will go wrong and ruin their entire life. So,they ask someone else to choose it for them. But when they choose,you will thought that it was the best. And nothing will goes wrong. Yah,i've experience it. But when they choose it for you sometimes it wont satisfied you but it will satisfied them. If you didn't make the decision on your own sometimes you will loose a couple things,and will never experience nothing too.

Its okey to get hurt about your decision. That whats people do. MAKING A MISTAKE! And from that mistake,they've got to learn something new too. When you ask people to choose between cheese burger or a prosperety burger and they will ask you to choose cheese burger and you follow, then you're a fool! You can get cheese burger every where,but you only can find prosperety burger in Mc donalds and the time are limited pulak tu! You get what i meant?

Do what you need to do! Make a decision YOURSELF!

Hong Kong

Hello there people. Ignore my scarf there,3 hours dalam flight. What do you expect ha? Dah nak tidur dah pun time tuh sampai pun about 10 something dekat sana. The weather tak berapa sejuk this time. Saja ja pakai sweater sebab malas nak pegang.

Second day treat. Chinese food. Not my type. Alot of seafood.Wany tak berapa suka. So,wany tak makan sgt masa ni. Kat sni ada rmai Indonesian people,mybe tgah study kot kat situ. Kat sini like Islam teritory.

They call this boat as 'Sampan'. Besar nya sampan. And drivernya pulak perempuan. Perempuan pulak tua2. Steady lah bila bawak sampan tu. View bila naik sampan ni kiri kanan ada mcm2 jenis kapal. Besar2 Kecil2.Laut diaorang kalau korang tgok dari gambar ni pun dah tahu. Sikit mia bersih dan jernih ooo. Banyak la jugak sampan kat situ,tour guide tu cakap about 20 sampan yg ada. And passenger yg nak naik samapan ni mestilah maximum 20 people ja. Kalau lebih dari 20 akan dikenakan saman. Sebab balai polis depan ni ja. Fees nya mahal dong. Sorang satu kepala is 55 dolar. Takpela.Bukan selalu dapat naik sampan en. Hehe

Lepas dah seronok naik sampan tu,kiteorang kena p kedai emas ni.Dah p pun dengan tourism guide memang terpaksa hadir lah tempat-tempat yg boring macam ni. Ibu bapa kami smua sebok tgok barang emas,kami sebok snap picture kat cermin. Sapa suruh letak cermin besar-besar. Hahaha. Yg laki-laki tu paksu wany. Eleh muka ja garang tapi makan koko crunch. Hahaha. Yg pegang camera tu cozen yg gemok tu wany lah. hahaha

Setelah satu jam di kedai emas yg teramat boring tu,kami escape pergi mall. Kedai ni menarik perhatian wany terutamanya pakcik wany. Bnyak gitar kat situ. Macam-macam jenis ada. Tengok ja pun. Bukan beli. Gila kau Jah,jenoh nak bok balik Mal;aysia. Hahaha

Selepas sehari penat bershopping,keesokkan harinya kami pergi ke syurga. HAhaha. Syurga permainan lah. Jangan silap tafsir! Ini pas masuk wany,WOODY! Orang kat sini tak seramai macam wany g Universal studio haritu. Sesak sampai tak dapat main beberapa roller coaster. Tapi,dekat disneylang ni more like kids. Tak banyak roller coaster. Roller coasternya pun tidak extreme (ceh,cakap macam berani :D)

Ini adalah roller coaster yg paling gila dan menakutkan dekat situ. Wany beranikan driri jgak naik,sebab kalau tak naik rugi lakan. Lepas naik tu,dah bersumpah taknak naik dah. Hahaha. Kau tengok la sendiri eyk Jah. Gila scary! Tak terjerit wany. hahaha.

Malam pukul 9 macam tu,pertunjukkan bunga api yg sangat cantik dekat palace cinderella. Cantik sangat. You should watch!

Lepas sehari berlalu wany satu keluarga pergilah berjalan-jalan kat luar hotel yg kami menetap,Hollywood hotel. Hotel tu macam istana idaman. Cantik sangat. Macam tak nak balik ja time ni. And for your info, sejuk gila tahap maximum mia time ni. Wany plak lupa bok turun sweater. Menggeletar habis doh.


Anyway it is a magical holiday of the year :)

Massage to ex

Dear blogger readers.Im here again.Thanks for stopping by here.Hari ni wany kind of tak berapa sihat.Selera makan pun hilang.So,wany tk makan dari pagi tadi.Still,tk rasa lapar.Kalau everyday hilang selera makan macam ni senang la wany nak loose weight kan?Tambah-tambah cuti sekolah gini memang wany tak kenal erti kenyang tu apa.Hahaha. Asyik buka peti sejuk ja cari makanan. Mesti ada sja idea wany nak masak apa.Hahaha.

Here are some massage to my ex. Thank you for leaving me. Because of you I learn how to live. Because of you, aku kenal dunia yang aku sedang pijak ni. Because of you, aku independent untuk jaga hati aku bila dilukai. Because of you, I learn from my mistake. Because of you, aku belajar untuk cari lelaki idaman aku dan bukan idaman perempuan. Dan yang paling penting,because of you aku jumpa someone yang jauh lebih berbeza from you.

Everyone has a past. And from the past we make it as our memori. And from the past to we learn alot from it. My past is my nightmare. I learn alot from it.

Hello there folks! How is your day? Harap korang semua enjoy blog walking kat sini. Welcome to my site. Kat sini wany suka share some of my experience dgn korang. Memandangkan wany sudah nak masuk tingkatan lima tahun depan dan akan menduduki SPM wany mestilah kena ada cita-cita kan. Tapi la kan,wany amatlah buntu sekali dengan apa yg wany nak jadi nanti? Wany suka arts. Tapi dalam arts ada pelbagai bidang. Bidang tu yang wany buntu.

Pilihan pertama wany ialah untuk nak jadi Fesyen Designer untuk muslimah moden. But,wany tak tahu menjahit. Kalau nak masuk kelas menjahit pun sempat ka wany nak mahir dalam bidang menjahit ni. Yela,mesti ada banyak benda yg kita perlu tahu kan? Kalau nak suruh design tu dah A dah. Menjahit ja yg spoil.

Pilihan kedua wany pulak nak bukak Bakery. Wany pandai la jugak buat kek. Wany dah pernah buat Oreo cheese cake, muffin, marble cake, white chocolate cake, dan cupcakes. Wany teramatlah minat buat kek. Tapi wany kena ada my mom kat sebelah baru kek tu jadi :D Tak bukan ape,wany ni banyak soal sikit. Yela takut tak jadi buat rugi ja butter tu smua. Mahal tau.

Pilihan terakhir wany,jadi model muslimah je la. Perempuan mana yang taknak jadi model kan? Tinggi wany pun dah 162 cm (cukup tak :D) Kalau boleh wany nak jadi top model terus (mengadanya aku :P). Tapi masalahnya. Takkan seumur hidup wany nak jadi model kot. Aduh,buntu la. Mana satu nak pilih ni.

Susah sangat kalau nanti nak cari cita-cita,kahwin dengan anak orang kaya dduk macam raja kat rumah lagi senang. Bulan-bulan income masuk. Hahhahaha. Kejam :D
 

Friendship

Assalamualikum people.Hello there.Hope you all enjoying your holiday.Lupakanlah post wany yang lalu.Cuma nak berkongsi ja dah bising-bising.Okey,holiday wany teramatlah boring kecuali pada hari Sabtu yang lepas lah.Really enjoy with my friend tengok wayang.Sekali tu ja la sebab wany ni teramatlah susah nak keluar.Biasalah,masih dibawah bimbingan ibu bapa lagi (tah pape -,-).Keluar dengan dia everything seems perfect (kot?).Anyway wany rindu kawan masa kecik-kecik dulu.Diaorang tetap rock dalam hidup wany sejak kecik lagi.Lany bila dah meningkat dewasa semua dah grown up hensem-hensem,cantik-cantik woo.

Vacation paling rock sekali masa zaman kecik-kecik dulu is at Kelantan.I'm sure setengah orang tak suka pergi sana right?Boringlah.Takde papelah.At first wany pun thought the same jugak.Tapi ada orang ni yang ikut,tu yang rock tu!Eh,tapi Kelantan not bad what?Ramai kot lelaki yang hansem kat situ (wany,control!)Hahaha.Takdelah,gurau ja. Famili wany and famili pot-pot (kawan wany) pergi Kelantan nak visit kak long (kawan wany jgak).Kiteorang ni kira paling susah la nak heng out.Harapkan setahun sekali masa hari raya.Tu pun kalau diaorang datang rumah wany,or diaorang ada kat rumah masa wany pergi rumah diaorang,or kawan yg kat Kelantan tu balik Penang or kami pergi vacation ke Kelantan. Banyaknya or. Hahaha.Kami lost contact sejak balik dari Kelantan.Time tu tak silap umur wany Form 1. Lame tau. Tahun ni,2012 baru jumpa balik. Tu pun nasib kami lah.Macam mana dia jadi friend dalam FB wany pun tak tahu.

Bagi wany kawan tu penting.Yela,nanti bila susah diaorang jgak la yang tolong.Bukan kwan yg datang masa kita popular,senang,kaya,cantik ja. Kawan tu mesti membimbing kita ke arah yang benar. Ceh.Wany suka berkawan.Kalau boleh dengan semua.Tak kire lah yg cantik ka,buruk ka,bususk ka,wangi ka yang penting hati tu ikhlas.Memang la sometimes wany agak tak suka dengan perangai kawan-kawan wany tapi tu diri diaorang.Nobody can change it instead diaorang yang change diri diaorang sendiri.Wany punya jenis amatlah caring tentang kawan-kawan wany.Itu dah memang sikap wany.But sometimes,diaorang yang tak paham.Ya,memang pun nobody is perfect right? semua msti ada keburukan masing-masing. Kalau taknak kawan dengan wany tu hal korang sendri.Lagi plak wany tak rugi ape-ape pun.Ramai lagi yang nak berkawan dengan wany.Wany akan bantu diaorang sejauh mana yang wany boleh.

Ape lagi? Jom kawan :)