Assalamualaikum,jawab laa kalau nak dapat pahala.

Tahun ni adalah tahun yang sangat mencabar. Mungkin sebab wany baru nak membesar dan baru nak kenal dunia kot. Tp,Tuhan saja  tahu betapa kuatnya wany nak tempuhi ni semua. Kadang tu nak give up saja.
Lepas satu selesai,satu lagi yang datang. Kadang tu wany sampai fikir whats the point of living asyik ditimpa bala macam ni. I know Allah tgah uji wany.

You see, I have the fear of being alone. Kat rumah i'm not a talking person. I rarely bersuara kat rumah with my family,kat skolah my teacher said i'm the loudest person in the class but with him i'm being myself. Now, he left. He left me,for the sake of his future katanya. Im soo sad. We have been together for three years. It feels like growing up together. Ya Allah, I want him back :(

Dia tu macam my strength. I'm a very weak person dia tu macam my vitamin yg mencerdaskan wany. Why do he have to leave? Its fine for me if we have long distance relationship. Haihh.

Now, he's back. But, he's not the same anymore. But, I still thankful. Adlise he didnt leave me terus.

I'm soo heartbroken~

Assalamualaikum, jawab laa nak kalau nak dapat pahal

Holla,Hai,Hello :)

Soo, today's story is about me getting into form 6. OMG! Yaa, I know, susah and what so ever. Well, I need to use my brain. I need to active my brain. My brain is resting for too long now. Its time to get back to work.
So, I was chosen to go to Methodist Boys School. Maybe because im from Methodist Girls School. Soo, a brief talk about that school. Its BIG! I mean theres alot of building. They even got thier own muzium-,- . You could get lost there. HAHA.

Well, I choose form 6 rather than going to college is because:
1. Its the money problem
2.Waiting for IPTA result
3. Bored sitting at home
4. Need saving. HAHA
5. My wishlist to be in sekolah campur achieve!

Well, wany tak aim on STPM. If I got any tawaran from IPTA I'm sure I'll grab it. But if I'm comfortable in that school and feel like that subject that I take is senang or boleh tahan I think I'll stay.

But there's also problem taking form 6 :
1. They have kokorikulum (im sure all student hate it)
2. They have sports day
3. They have extra meetings
4. Wearing school uniform
5. Waking up early to school
6. Going home by bus while waiting my JPJ test settled!
7. Boys flirting (because im a shy and penakut kind of girl)
8. Going back home late

Well, ITS LIKE NORMAL SCHOOL!

I thought hari ni is just a day where you come and sign in to school,give documents,listen too instruction or etc. and going home as early as it can and not coming back tomorrow because class start on the next month.

                                                    but, NOOOOOO!!!!

 You come to school with SCHOOL UNIFORM,SCHOOL SHOES,NOT COLOURED HAIR,CERAMAH ALL WEEK!

                                            

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                   But, i'll try to fit in.  Okey? Wish me luck! Chao! Assalamualaikum. Jawaab la klau nak dapat pahala:)