Life

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There's alot of things that i have been through my life. There's trouble happen everywhere. Happiness comes along just only like for a second. Then,back to the trouble again. Like im 16 years old. And they act like i'm 6 years old. Ouh,you cannot do that!Ouh,you cannot eat that!Ouh,you cannot wear that!Ouh,you cannot friend with them!Ou,you cannot go out with your friends!Ouh,you cannot friends with guy like that type! Just,when will they STOP?

Look,i know they wanted me to stay out of trouble and wanted people to say that they care about their child. But,isn't it fake? maybe they thought that its okey. Its just not the time yet. But do they know what the child's feel? Yeah,maybe you always take them out to the mall on the weekend but is your child happy about that? You can just buy what they want and thats make you think that they are happy? They didnt need anything other than memories. Good memories. You know what i meant?

I never felt FREEDOM FOREVER before. I just felt FREEDOM FOR THE DAY sometimes. I don't know if there some one else pernah experience this. But,its been 16 years i've been waiting.

But,i never complain anything to my parents.I know that they know the best. So,its part of my life now. I never bother waiting actually. But sometimes you just need someone to know right?

1 more years!

Assalamualaikumss people! Looking great ha today? (like i can see you through the screen -,-) Anyway,have a wonderful time reading my blogs :)

1 more years for what? Ah, i feel like i'm still day dreams! I have 1 more years lagi to wake up in the morning wearing uniform,take school bus to go to school! Rasa macam i just baru masuk form 1 last year. After next year im going to catch my dreams. Being fashion designer like i always wanted. Being famous with my design just like in my dreams. Being rich!. Go to an amazing trip with my parents! working! enjoy my time with my friends! and finally finding someone who's meant to be with ME!

Ah,thats tough! If you don't know me and trying to know me it will be hard forr you MAN!
I'm looking for a man, not a boy. They need to have alot of patience controlling my attitude. Because some time I can be UNMATURED (hahaha,buat malu ja) But,the best part of me is,i'm a shy type and i'm very caring (wahh,puji diri sendri :P) And loyalty is me. HAHA. Dah-dah. Sekarang is not the time for you to mengorat me because i'm seeing someone <--- :) . Nah,he just my type and im hoping he's the one.
AMIN~

I wonder why some people tak percaya yang long term relationship tak boleh tahan lama. For me,if you love that person (dengan ikhlas!) and you care them much, theres nothing to loose right? Maybe it's your luck dapat kenal your jodoh awal. ALHAMDULILLAH la. You know what? Im aiming for that. I want those type of long term relationship. Terpulang pada individu lah kan. Getting to marry the person that you know in those long term? It's good right? But there is also negative part in it. Sometimes people get boring too. Its mostly related to guys. They get bored and thats why they end it up. Hahh! Whatever! Kalau dah jodoh tak lari kemana (he said once to me)


I trust ALLAH. He knows the best for me! May the best men win!

Do what you need to do.

Dearly beloved readers. Thank you very much for spending time here in my blog. Hope you have the inspiration. So lets continue about the topic.

Some people need someone else to help them to choose things about their own life. Because they was afraid of making decision. They was afraid that the decision that they choose will go wrong and ruin their entire life. So,they ask someone else to choose it for them. But when they choose,you will thought that it was the best. And nothing will goes wrong. Yah,i've experience it. But when they choose it for you sometimes it wont satisfied you but it will satisfied them. If you didn't make the decision on your own sometimes you will loose a couple things,and will never experience nothing too.

Its okey to get hurt about your decision. That whats people do. MAKING A MISTAKE! And from that mistake,they've got to learn something new too. When you ask people to choose between cheese burger or a prosperety burger and they will ask you to choose cheese burger and you follow, then you're a fool! You can get cheese burger every where,but you only can find prosperety burger in Mc donalds and the time are limited pulak tu! You get what i meant?

Do what you need to do! Make a decision YOURSELF!

Hong Kong

Hello there people. Ignore my scarf there,3 hours dalam flight. What do you expect ha? Dah nak tidur dah pun time tuh sampai pun about 10 something dekat sana. The weather tak berapa sejuk this time. Saja ja pakai sweater sebab malas nak pegang.

Second day treat. Chinese food. Not my type. Alot of seafood.Wany tak berapa suka. So,wany tak makan sgt masa ni. Kat sni ada rmai Indonesian people,mybe tgah study kot kat situ. Kat sini like Islam teritory.

They call this boat as 'Sampan'. Besar nya sampan. And drivernya pulak perempuan. Perempuan pulak tua2. Steady lah bila bawak sampan tu. View bila naik sampan ni kiri kanan ada mcm2 jenis kapal. Besar2 Kecil2.Laut diaorang kalau korang tgok dari gambar ni pun dah tahu. Sikit mia bersih dan jernih ooo. Banyak la jugak sampan kat situ,tour guide tu cakap about 20 sampan yg ada. And passenger yg nak naik samapan ni mestilah maximum 20 people ja. Kalau lebih dari 20 akan dikenakan saman. Sebab balai polis depan ni ja. Fees nya mahal dong. Sorang satu kepala is 55 dolar. Takpela.Bukan selalu dapat naik sampan en. Hehe

Lepas dah seronok naik sampan tu,kiteorang kena p kedai emas ni.Dah p pun dengan tourism guide memang terpaksa hadir lah tempat-tempat yg boring macam ni. Ibu bapa kami smua sebok tgok barang emas,kami sebok snap picture kat cermin. Sapa suruh letak cermin besar-besar. Hahaha. Yg laki-laki tu paksu wany. Eleh muka ja garang tapi makan koko crunch. Hahaha. Yg pegang camera tu cozen yg gemok tu wany lah. hahaha

Setelah satu jam di kedai emas yg teramat boring tu,kami escape pergi mall. Kedai ni menarik perhatian wany terutamanya pakcik wany. Bnyak gitar kat situ. Macam-macam jenis ada. Tengok ja pun. Bukan beli. Gila kau Jah,jenoh nak bok balik Mal;aysia. Hahaha

Selepas sehari penat bershopping,keesokkan harinya kami pergi ke syurga. HAhaha. Syurga permainan lah. Jangan silap tafsir! Ini pas masuk wany,WOODY! Orang kat sini tak seramai macam wany g Universal studio haritu. Sesak sampai tak dapat main beberapa roller coaster. Tapi,dekat disneylang ni more like kids. Tak banyak roller coaster. Roller coasternya pun tidak extreme (ceh,cakap macam berani :D)

Ini adalah roller coaster yg paling gila dan menakutkan dekat situ. Wany beranikan driri jgak naik,sebab kalau tak naik rugi lakan. Lepas naik tu,dah bersumpah taknak naik dah. Hahaha. Kau tengok la sendiri eyk Jah. Gila scary! Tak terjerit wany. hahaha.

Malam pukul 9 macam tu,pertunjukkan bunga api yg sangat cantik dekat palace cinderella. Cantik sangat. You should watch!

Lepas sehari berlalu wany satu keluarga pergilah berjalan-jalan kat luar hotel yg kami menetap,Hollywood hotel. Hotel tu macam istana idaman. Cantik sangat. Macam tak nak balik ja time ni. And for your info, sejuk gila tahap maximum mia time ni. Wany plak lupa bok turun sweater. Menggeletar habis doh.


Anyway it is a magical holiday of the year :)

Massage to ex

Dear blogger readers.Im here again.Thanks for stopping by here.Hari ni wany kind of tak berapa sihat.Selera makan pun hilang.So,wany tk makan dari pagi tadi.Still,tk rasa lapar.Kalau everyday hilang selera makan macam ni senang la wany nak loose weight kan?Tambah-tambah cuti sekolah gini memang wany tak kenal erti kenyang tu apa.Hahaha. Asyik buka peti sejuk ja cari makanan. Mesti ada sja idea wany nak masak apa.Hahaha.

Here are some massage to my ex. Thank you for leaving me. Because of you I learn how to live. Because of you, aku kenal dunia yang aku sedang pijak ni. Because of you, aku independent untuk jaga hati aku bila dilukai. Because of you, I learn from my mistake. Because of you, aku belajar untuk cari lelaki idaman aku dan bukan idaman perempuan. Dan yang paling penting,because of you aku jumpa someone yang jauh lebih berbeza from you.

Everyone has a past. And from the past we make it as our memori. And from the past to we learn alot from it. My past is my nightmare. I learn alot from it.

Hello there folks! How is your day? Harap korang semua enjoy blog walking kat sini. Welcome to my site. Kat sini wany suka share some of my experience dgn korang. Memandangkan wany sudah nak masuk tingkatan lima tahun depan dan akan menduduki SPM wany mestilah kena ada cita-cita kan. Tapi la kan,wany amatlah buntu sekali dengan apa yg wany nak jadi nanti? Wany suka arts. Tapi dalam arts ada pelbagai bidang. Bidang tu yang wany buntu.

Pilihan pertama wany ialah untuk nak jadi Fesyen Designer untuk muslimah moden. But,wany tak tahu menjahit. Kalau nak masuk kelas menjahit pun sempat ka wany nak mahir dalam bidang menjahit ni. Yela,mesti ada banyak benda yg kita perlu tahu kan? Kalau nak suruh design tu dah A dah. Menjahit ja yg spoil.

Pilihan kedua wany pulak nak bukak Bakery. Wany pandai la jugak buat kek. Wany dah pernah buat Oreo cheese cake, muffin, marble cake, white chocolate cake, dan cupcakes. Wany teramatlah minat buat kek. Tapi wany kena ada my mom kat sebelah baru kek tu jadi :D Tak bukan ape,wany ni banyak soal sikit. Yela takut tak jadi buat rugi ja butter tu smua. Mahal tau.

Pilihan terakhir wany,jadi model muslimah je la. Perempuan mana yang taknak jadi model kan? Tinggi wany pun dah 162 cm (cukup tak :D) Kalau boleh wany nak jadi top model terus (mengadanya aku :P). Tapi masalahnya. Takkan seumur hidup wany nak jadi model kot. Aduh,buntu la. Mana satu nak pilih ni.

Susah sangat kalau nanti nak cari cita-cita,kahwin dengan anak orang kaya dduk macam raja kat rumah lagi senang. Bulan-bulan income masuk. Hahhahaha. Kejam :D
 

Friendship

Assalamualikum people.Hello there.Hope you all enjoying your holiday.Lupakanlah post wany yang lalu.Cuma nak berkongsi ja dah bising-bising.Okey,holiday wany teramatlah boring kecuali pada hari Sabtu yang lepas lah.Really enjoy with my friend tengok wayang.Sekali tu ja la sebab wany ni teramatlah susah nak keluar.Biasalah,masih dibawah bimbingan ibu bapa lagi (tah pape -,-).Keluar dengan dia everything seems perfect (kot?).Anyway wany rindu kawan masa kecik-kecik dulu.Diaorang tetap rock dalam hidup wany sejak kecik lagi.Lany bila dah meningkat dewasa semua dah grown up hensem-hensem,cantik-cantik woo.

Vacation paling rock sekali masa zaman kecik-kecik dulu is at Kelantan.I'm sure setengah orang tak suka pergi sana right?Boringlah.Takde papelah.At first wany pun thought the same jugak.Tapi ada orang ni yang ikut,tu yang rock tu!Eh,tapi Kelantan not bad what?Ramai kot lelaki yang hansem kat situ (wany,control!)Hahaha.Takdelah,gurau ja. Famili wany and famili pot-pot (kawan wany) pergi Kelantan nak visit kak long (kawan wany jgak).Kiteorang ni kira paling susah la nak heng out.Harapkan setahun sekali masa hari raya.Tu pun kalau diaorang datang rumah wany,or diaorang ada kat rumah masa wany pergi rumah diaorang,or kawan yg kat Kelantan tu balik Penang or kami pergi vacation ke Kelantan. Banyaknya or. Hahaha.Kami lost contact sejak balik dari Kelantan.Time tu tak silap umur wany Form 1. Lame tau. Tahun ni,2012 baru jumpa balik. Tu pun nasib kami lah.Macam mana dia jadi friend dalam FB wany pun tak tahu.

Bagi wany kawan tu penting.Yela,nanti bila susah diaorang jgak la yang tolong.Bukan kwan yg datang masa kita popular,senang,kaya,cantik ja. Kawan tu mesti membimbing kita ke arah yang benar. Ceh.Wany suka berkawan.Kalau boleh dengan semua.Tak kire lah yg cantik ka,buruk ka,bususk ka,wangi ka yang penting hati tu ikhlas.Memang la sometimes wany agak tak suka dengan perangai kawan-kawan wany tapi tu diri diaorang.Nobody can change it instead diaorang yang change diri diaorang sendiri.Wany punya jenis amatlah caring tentang kawan-kawan wany.Itu dah memang sikap wany.But sometimes,diaorang yang tak paham.Ya,memang pun nobody is perfect right? semua msti ada keburukan masing-masing. Kalau taknak kawan dengan wany tu hal korang sendri.Lagi plak wany tak rugi ape-ape pun.Ramai lagi yang nak berkawan dengan wany.Wany akan bantu diaorang sejauh mana yang wany boleh.

Ape lagi? Jom kawan :)

Citarasaku

Assalamualaikum wahai umat-umat ku serta sahabat-sahabat ku sekalian yg tengah baca blog wany ni. Kejap ja bulan November dah nak habis. December semakin dekat pastu Januari datang.Mula lah beban wany untuk satu tahun yang akan datang ni. Yela i'm gonna be 17 next year and akan menghadapi peperiksaan yang sedang menunggu wany iaitu SPM! Masyaallah,cepatnya masa berlalu.

Anyway people lets talk about something else. Lets have fun. Sekarang ni wany tengok ramai wanita-wanita muslimah sekarang dah berhijab. Yela,sekarang kan dah muncul fesyen hijab yg terbaru. Turban la,shawl la,bawal la and macam-macam lagi. And people yang baru nak belajar nak berhijab tu tak perlu bimbang sebab banyak sangat tutorial kat dalam youtube yang dapat memberi inspiration kepada korang.Tak pun ha,majalah Hijabista kan ada. Never miss it! Banyak sgt inspiration yang wany dapat dari majalah tu.

Wany tak berapa minat  hijab yang berlapis-lapis tu. Tak rasa pening ka bila pakai? or panas? or berat? kadang tu lemas jugak tengok people yg pakai hijab yg berlapis-lapis tu. Nampak kepala diaorang besar dari badan :DYela.Nak berfesyen pun berlimit lah right? Setiap orang mesti ada mentor masing-masing en? so macam wany,kalau shawl wany suka Hana Tajima. Kalau bawal wany suka Tasha Manshahar. And kalau turban wany suka Yuna. Tapi wany belum try turban lagi sebab wany rasa turban tak sesuai dengan muka wany :D

Bagi wany seorang wanita yang bertudung mestilah berpakaian mcam orang bertudung jugak kan. And accesories tambahan amat perlu kepada seseorang individu. Actually accesories macam gelang,rantai,cincin and what so ever tu akan menaikkan lagi kecantikkan seseorang itu. Yela tak la nampak kosong sangat. Pakai jam pun cantik jugak :)

Kalau nak bermekap mestilah tengok umur dan tempat. Yela kalau terover mekap tak pasal-pasal nampak tua pulak. Kalau dah tua mekap nampak muda tak pe lah. Hahaha. And tengok-tengok pergi tempat biasa-biasa ja tapi mekap tu VAVAVUM sangat :D

Actually ini cuma citarasa wany.Wany cuma nak berkongsi dengan korang. Kalau tak suka tu tak perlu la ikut kan. Setiap orang mempunyai citarasa tersendiri. Cuma diri sendiri yang perlu tahu. Mintak maaf if ada yang tersinggung perasaan. Kalau ada silap dan salah tentang citarasa wany sila beritahu nohh. Thank You for reading people :)

Family Trip

Seriously people?I hate holidays.There's nothing I can do here at home.By the way,assalamualaikum for the muslims and have a good day. Lol,berabuk gila blog wany ni.Hahaha.Bekurun sudah wany tak upgrade blog.Cuti-cuti macam ni rajin la jugak nak jengok-jengok kat sini noh?Holiday korang mcm mna? Bercuti dalam negara ka?Luar negara ka?Dalam rumah ka?Dalam shopping mall? Hahaha. Okey what? Bercuti jgak tuhh.Wany geram la bila bukak internet ni.Line punya la slow dari siput babi  tuh. Insyaallah 15 December ni wany akan pergi family trip dekat Hong Kong.

Kalau korang nak tahu,wany mempunyai keluarga yg besar (cehh,menunjuk tuh :D).Setiap tahun kami akan buat family trip.Dari awal tahun lagi setiap family akan kumpul duit dan makcik wany akan handle semua tentang travelling agency lah,flight ticket lah,hotel service lah and many more. So kerja family yg lain hanyalah gali duit :D

Hahahaha. Gambar ni ada lagi family wany yg missing. Kalau pergi family trip macam ni dah macam rombongan cik kiah ouhh cuma kita tukar skit rombongan cik minahh <--- nama tok wany :D
Mestilah best pergi rombongan besar besaran begini. Kalau nak naik roller coaster pun yg penakut tu pun boleh jadi berani (kata kat diri sendri plak :D)

Gila kau,mestilah tak sabar nak pergi trip ni. Dahla winter kat sana. Fuhh,sejuk macam mna lah nanti.

Cukuplah untuk hari ni.Terima kasih kepada sesiapa yg sudi membaca dengan ikhlas tanpa ada niat jahat :D
Wany cuma nak share ja dengan korang. Taknak baca klau anda sudah pun baca. Hahahaha. Adiosss.Assalamualaikummmmm!!!!

one more night

You and I go hard, at each other like we going to war
You and I go rough, we keep throwing things and slammin' the door
You and I get so, damn dysfunctional we stopped keeping score
You and I get sick, yah I know that we can't do this no more

But baby there you again, there you again making me love you
Yeah I stopped using my head, using my head let it all go
Got you stuck on my body, on my body like a tattoo
And now i'm feeling stupid, feeling stupid crawling back to you
So I cross my heart, and I hope to die, that I'll only stay with you one more night
And I know I said it a million times
But i'll only stay with you one more night

Trying to tell you no, but my body keeps on telling you yes
Trying to tell you stop, but your lipstick got me so out of breath
I'd be waking up, in the morning probably hating myself
And i'd be waking up, feeling satisfied but guilty as hell

But baby there you go again, there you go again making me love you
Yeah I stopped using my head, using my head let it all go
Got you stuck on my body, on my body like a tattoo
And now i'm feeling stupid, feeling stupid crawling back to you
So I cross my heart, and I hope to die, that i'll only stay with you one more night
And I know i've said it a million times
But i'll only stay with you one more night

Yeah baby give me one more night
Yeah baby give me one more night
Yeah baby give me one more night

But baby there you again, there you again making me love you
Yeah I stopped using my head, using my head let it all go
Got you stuck on my body, on my body like a tattoo
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

So I cross my heart, and I hope to die, that i'll only stay with you one more night
And I know i've said it a million times
But i'll only stay with you one more night

(yeah baby give me one more night)

So I cross my heart, and I hope to die, that i'll only stay with you one more night
And I know i've said it a million times
But i'll only stay with you one more night

(I don't know, whatever...)

aku yang tersakiti

Pernahkah kau merasa jarak antara kita
Kini semakin terasa setelah kau kenal dia
Aku tiada percaya teganya kau putuskan
Indahnya cinta kita yang tak ingin ku akhiri
Kau pergi tinggalkanku
Tak pernahkah kau sadari akulah yang kau sakiti
Engkau pergi dengan janjimu yang telah kau ingkari
Oh tuhan tolonglah aku hapuskan rasa cintaku
Aku pun ingin bahagia walau tak bersama dia

Memang takkan mudah bagiku tuk lupakan segalanya
Aku pergi untuk dia
Tak pernahkah kau sadari akulah yang kau sakiti
Engkau pergi dengan janjimu yang telah kau ingkari
Oh tuhan tolonglah aku hapuskan rasa cintaku
Aku pun ingin bahagia walau tak bersama dia
(walau tak bersama dia)
Oh tuhan tolonglah aku hapuskan rasa cintaku
Aku pun ingin bahagia walau tak bersama dia

Begin again

Took a deep breath in the mirror

He didn't like it when I wore high heels
But I do
Turn the lock and put my headphones on
He always said he didn't get this song
But I do, I do

Walked in expecting you'd be late
But you got here early and you stand and wave
I walk to you
You pull my chair out and help me in
And you don't know how nice that is
But I do

And you throw your head back laughing
Like a little kid
I think it's strange that you think I'm funny cause
He never did
I've been spending the last 8 months
Thinking all love ever does
Is break and burn and end
But on a Wednesday in a cafe
I watched it begin again

You said you never met one girl who
Had as many James Taylor records as you
But I do
We tell stories and you don't know why
I'm coming off a little shy
But I do

And you throw your head back laughing
Like a little kid
I think it's strange that you think I'm funny cause
He never did
I've been spending the last 8 months
Thinking all love ever does
Is break and burn and end
But on a Wednesday in a cafe
I watched it begin again

And we walked down the block, to my car
And I almost brought him up
But you start to talk about the movies
That your family watches every single Christmas
And I want to talk about that
And for the first time
What's past is past

And you throw your head back laughing
Like a little kid
I think it's strange that you think I'm funny cause
He never did
I've been spending the last 8 months
Thinking all love ever does
Is break and burn and end
But on a Wednesday in a cafe
I watched it begin again

But on a Wednesday in a cafe
I watched it begin again